When miscarriage leaves you childless

           When I was 18, I thought I was pregnant.  The thought of being a mother was thrilling.  The child would be mine and DJ’s(partner) to love for the rest of our lives.  Dreams of having a family.              I remember the excitement and happiness I felt.  We were afraid but planning our lives together.Continue reading “When miscarriage leaves you childless”

What is Love?

PART TWO – BIBLE I struggle with, “Am I worthy?”  I think we all feel this way at some point or another.  Do others accept me?  Could God accept me and love me?  Do I deserve love?  God thinks you are enough.  Enough to die for.  The Bible says in 1 Corinthians 16:14, “Do everythingContinue reading “What is Love?”

What is Love?

PART ONE             I was recently asked if I knew what love is.  Most younger people would say, “Oh, I love her” or its butterflies in the tummy.  But the truth is love is much much more.  There are different forms of love.             Like the love of a friend. You are there for them.Continue reading “What is Love?”

Do you push people away?

At times, we all do especially when you’ve been hurt.  Afraid of letting others in.  Questioning their hearts or motives behind it. Do you push God away or afraid of letting him in? Do you question what love is? I have.  I tend to try to bring people in close to me but I pushContinue reading “Do you push people away?”

The Story of Bella (My service dog)

Some people will never understand the bond between a man and their dog. I never did. With our first few dogs, I saw them as work.  More of a chore.  Between potty teaching and walking.  They were something more to take care of.  The dogs were close to my husband.  I was someone who fedContinue reading “The Story of Bella (My service dog)”

Are You Your Own Worst Enemy?

I know I am.  Sometimes I can’t even see it. Subconsciously I realized I was beating myself up.  Most of us are harder on ourselves than we are towards anyone else. We have compassion for others but not ourselves.  Sound familiar? I want to explore this with you from a Christian point of view. CanContinue reading “Are You Your Own Worst Enemy?”

Psalm 13

Psalm 13For the director of music. A psalm of David.1 How long, Lord? Will you forget me forever?How long will you hide your face from me?2 How long must I wrestle with my thoughtsand day after day have sorrow in my heart?How long will my enemy triumph over me?3 Look on me and answer, LordContinue reading “Psalm 13”

WHAT IS GRACE?

          I thought I understood what grace is but for a long time I didn’t.   I had a concept of it but not the full understanding.  What does grace mean to you?  I’ve been following the Lord most of my life.  In 2018, I was baptized and received the Holy Spirit.  This Easter, 2020, itContinue reading “WHAT IS GRACE?”

I Want To Believe

Am I more than flesh and bone?Am I really just some wandering soul?That God doesn’t see and God doesn’t know.Am I one that grace can never reach?Am I the one that love can never find?Am I really something beautiful?I want to believe.Jesus, help me believe. So many times, I’m the wife who sits up atContinue reading “I Want To Believe”

SOMEONE WORTH DYING FOR

You are someone worth dying for.You are beautiful.I see your heart.You are worthy.Someone worth dying for. I am beautiful.My heart is beautiful.A beautiful soul.One worth dying for.Someone worth dying for. His own Son given up for me.His love He gives me.His Spirit He freely gives.His love and grace are mine.Will I be His child?Be someoneContinue reading “SOMEONE WORTH DYING FOR”