When miscarriage leaves you childless

           When I was 18, I thought I was pregnant.  The thought of being a mother was thrilling.  The child would be mine and DJ’s(partner) to love for the rest of our lives.  Dreams of having a family.              I remember the excitement and happiness I felt.  We were afraid but planning our lives together.Continue reading “When miscarriage leaves you childless”

RELUCTANT

            Sometimes we are reluctant to move forward.  Afraid to take the next step.  To step out on to the waves because we’re terrified.  Scared that we will face more pain than we can bear.             We try to exile the hurtful parts of ourselves but it keeps on beating us up on the inside. Continue reading “RELUCTANT”