My feelings and my prayer

                Lately, I feel like I’m hanging on by a thread.  Trying to hold unto God.  Feeling like things don’t add up and I’m waiting for an answer.  Like I’m fearful that I have fallen out of God’s hands.  Anxious, worried, and waiting for the Lord.                  Thoughts of feeling worthless.  Sad, confused, and unfocused. Continue reading “My feelings and my prayer”

Do you push people away?

At times, we all do especially when you’ve been hurt.  Afraid of letting others in.  Questioning their hearts or motives behind it. Do you push God away or afraid of letting him in? Do you question what love is? I have.  I tend to try to bring people in close to me but I pushContinue reading “Do you push people away?”

The Story of Bella (My service dog)

Some people will never understand the bond between a man and their dog. I never did. With our first few dogs, I saw them as work.  More of a chore.  Between potty teaching and walking.  They were something more to take care of.  The dogs were close to my husband.  I was someone who fedContinue reading “The Story of Bella (My service dog)”

Are You Your Own Worst Enemy?

I know I am.  Sometimes I can’t even see it. Subconsciously I realized I was beating myself up.  Most of us are harder on ourselves than we are towards anyone else. We have compassion for others but not ourselves.  Sound familiar? I want to explore this with you from a Christian point of view. CanContinue reading “Are You Your Own Worst Enemy?”

Psalm 27

Psalm 27Of David.1 The Lord is my light and my salvation—whom shall I fear?The Lord is the stronghold of my life—of whom shall I be afraid?2 When the wicked advance against meto devour[a] me,it is my enemies and my foeswho will stumble and fall.3 Though an army besiege me,my heart will not fear;though war breakContinue reading “Psalm 27”

Psalm 23

Psalm 23 A psalm of David. 1 The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing. 2     He makes me lie down in green pastures,he leads me beside quiet waters,3     he refreshes my soul.He guides me along the right paths    for his name’s sake.4 Even though I walk    through the darkest valley,I will fear no evil,    for you are with me;your rod and your staff,    they comfort me. 5 YouContinue reading “Psalm 23”

Psalm 13

Psalm 13For the director of music. A psalm of David.1 How long, Lord? Will you forget me forever?How long will you hide your face from me?2 How long must I wrestle with my thoughtsand day after day have sorrow in my heart?How long will my enemy triumph over me?3 Look on me and answer, LordContinue reading “Psalm 13”

WHAT IS GRACE?

          I thought I understood what grace is but for a long time I didn’t.   I had a concept of it but not the full understanding.  What does grace mean to you?  I’ve been following the Lord most of my life.  In 2018, I was baptized and received the Holy Spirit.  This Easter, 2020, itContinue reading “WHAT IS GRACE?”

I Want To Believe

Am I more than flesh and bone?Am I really just some wandering soul?That God doesn’t see and God doesn’t know.Am I one that grace can never reach?Am I the one that love can never find?Am I really something beautiful?I want to believe.Jesus, help me believe. So many times, I’m the wife who sits up atContinue reading “I Want To Believe”

SOMEONE WORTH DYING FOR

You are someone worth dying for.You are beautiful.I see your heart.You are worthy.Someone worth dying for. I am beautiful.My heart is beautiful.A beautiful soul.One worth dying for.Someone worth dying for. His own Son given up for me.His love He gives me.His Spirit He freely gives.His love and grace are mine.Will I be His child?Be someoneContinue reading “SOMEONE WORTH DYING FOR”