Lord, I’m ready now

Thank you for helping me see the light of your endless love.  I went ashtray and you chased after me, bringing me back to you.  You extend mercy and grace to me that I don’t deserve.  More than I could imagine.  You are teaching me to remain in the light and walk by Faith.  DrowningContinue reading “Lord, I’m ready now”

Desires of the heart

Desires of the heart… Listen carefully, sometimes God speaks directly to the heart. If you are not silent and humble, you could miss the message. We need to be ready like a servant for when the master returns. Delight yourself in the Lord, He will give you desire of your heart. What does God require?Continue reading “Desires of the heart”

When miscarriage leaves you childless

           When I was 18, I thought I was pregnant.  The thought of being a mother was thrilling.  The child would be mine and DJ’s(partner) to love for the rest of our lives.  Dreams of having a family.              I remember the excitement and happiness I felt.  We were afraid but planning our lives together.Continue reading “When miscarriage leaves you childless”

What is Love?

PART TWO – BIBLE I struggle with, “Am I worthy?”  I think we all feel this way at some point or another.  Do others accept me?  Could God accept me and love me?  Do I deserve love?  God thinks you are enough.  Enough to die for.  The Bible says in 1 Corinthians 16:14, “Do everythingContinue reading “What is Love?”

What is Love?

PART ONE             I was recently asked if I knew what love is.  Most younger people would say, “Oh, I love her” or its butterflies in the tummy.  But the truth is love is much much more.  There are different forms of love.             Like the love of a friend. You are there for them.Continue reading “What is Love?”

My feelings and my prayer

                Lately, I feel like I’m hanging on by a thread.  Trying to hold unto God.  Feeling like things don’t add up and I’m waiting for an answer.  Like I’m fearful that I have fallen out of God’s hands.  Anxious, worried, and waiting for the Lord.                  Thoughts of feeling worthless.  Sad, confused, and unfocused. Continue reading “My feelings and my prayer”

Do you push people away?

At times, we all do especially when you’ve been hurt.  Afraid of letting others in.  Questioning their hearts or motives behind it. Do you push God away or afraid of letting him in? Do you question what love is? I have.  I tend to try to bring people in close to me but I pushContinue reading “Do you push people away?”

The Story of Bella (My service dog)

Some people will never understand the bond between a man and their dog. I never did. With our first few dogs, I saw them as work.  More of a chore.  Between potty teaching and walking.  They were something more to take care of.  The dogs were close to my husband.  I was someone who fedContinue reading “The Story of Bella (My service dog)”